Junir Papori Aru Eti Bhumura

Pratijon byoktire jibonor kisuman enekua adhaye thake je, jar porai jibon aru jaubonor dik nrinoy hoi, eia muru jibonotu hoisil. Mur jibonor prothom jauna abhigytau tene ek kahini, Mur aei kahini pohar agote pathok sokolok anurudh je mur agor blog “Parichoy eti Chinaki” jen sokolue pohi loi, tat mur parichoy moi jonaisu. Mur prothom kahinir pot bhumi sai somoyor, jetia moi class 10t pohi asilu, moi ejoni sadyo jaubona kishori, nijor bisoye ki likhim…. Moi ejoni tej futu futu kora bhor jaubona suali asilu, ghorot khua buar jatna aru bhal poribeshor babe sasthyo bhal asil, moi nijor dehor biboron ki dim…! purush bure bhal puake koboloi gole moi tetia 32 size’r bra pindhisilu, kokal lahi asil, uthon nitombo, hati dator lekhia kolaphul, monot jaubonor pakhi loga boyos, premot porar boyos, mur gar boron khub boga noholeu ujjal boronor ejoni sale sokurua gabhoru moi,

          Aai ghotonatu hoisil octobor mahot,moi metric exam’r babe pohat jur disilu, tenekua somoyote aamar sombondhio baideu egorakir biya asil, baideu hotor ghor amar usoror gaot. Biya khaboloi buli amar ghoroloi aalohi hisape ahisil mur peha, pehar logot pehi aru teu lukor ekmatro suali joni aha nasil, peha hotor ghor amar pora bohut durot, saie biyale buli kebol pehai aahisil.Peha biyar dina dinot aamar ghorote uthil, ami abeli somoyot bia ghorole buli sokolu ulalu, Deuta aru dada ratipuar porai biya ghorote asil, moi, maa aru peha abeli biyale buli golu, ghorot thakil aamar aaita, aaitar boyos besi huar babe aru olop osukhiau hua babe biyale jua nasil. Sandhya bia khai moi pehar logot ubhoti ghorole gusi ahilu, mur biya ghorote rati thokar bohut icchha asil kintu mur exam ase buli aru poha khoti hobo buli koi maa deuta aru dadaiu jur kori muk pehar logote ghorole pothai dile.Aamar ekhon ambassador gari asil, sai khonote aami ubhoti ahilu, aamar ghoror driver Gokule muk aru pehak ghorot thoi gol hi rati 9 man bojat.

Aami biya ghorote khai-boi aahisilu, Biya ghoror pora aahi moi kapur kani solai mukh hat dhui nijor room’t sumai pohat dhorilu, pindhonot mur eta suti frock, bahu kita hat kota babe udong hoi thakisil,suti frock babe bhorir kolaphul dutau udong hoi thakisil, ghorot moi rati tenekuai kapur pindhi thaku. Peha ahi kapur solai aaitar usorot bohi kotha pati asil, Aaitai itimodhoye khua bua kori suboloi ju-ja korisilei.

          Aaita suar alop pasote peha mur room’le sumai aahil, pindhonot ekhon lungi aru eta ganjee. Peha ekhon govt school’r teacher, tetia teur boyos anumanik 50 man hoisil sage, teu school’t class 9 aru 10’t science pohaisil, peha teacher hua babe mur tekhotole alop voiu lagisil, medium bhabe ukho, pet tu alop dangor, mukhonot ekosa patol guf asil, soku kitau dangor, pehar logot kotha patiboleu moi alop voi korisilu. Peha mur room’t sumai mur poha tabulor kasote ekhon sokit bohi poril, teu muk eku nukuake news paper khon loi soku phurabo dhorile, maje maje pirika pirik kori mur phale sai, moiu voie voie kitab pohi thakilu, mon korilu teu  priei mur udong bahu duta aru kolaphul dutale ghonai sai thake, mur buku khonoleu sai, biya ghoror pora aahi moi bra panty khuli kebol frok tu he pindhi asilu, saie mur piyah duta okoman lor sor korile bahiror pora gom pua hoi asil, Teu alop somoy (prai 10-15 minute) man pasot muk sudhile-..

Peha: Ki pohisa?

Moi: Science.

Peha: Science’r ki pohisa?

Moi: Chemistry..

Peha: Biology pohisane… Projonon (Reproduction) Pohisa?

Moi: Oo..pohisu.

Peha: Kua sun projonon keneke hoi?

Moi:…. (Moi eku namatilu)

Peha: Jana jodi kua..

Moi: Janu… mane…. kintu ki kom?

Peha: Accha.. kua mota manuh aru maiki manuhe ki kam korile projonon hobo pare?

(Moi Sex’r bisoye logor suali buror logot kotha patisu kintu sai buli mur eku obhigyata nasil, baki lora suali bure ji jane moiu tenekoiie janu, kintu pehak keneke kou..iphale pehaiu ronga soku dekhuai ki je question korise..Moi aakou mukhere eku namatilu…..)

Peha: Purush aru mohilai eta kam kore, jitu korile suali ba mohilai pasot pregnant hoi,tumi jana sage..?

Moi: Oo..Janu.

Peha: Kua … laj koribo nalage …ki jana take kua..

Moi: Mota manuhor bostu tu maiki manuhor tat sumuai die…(Moi tol mur kori laj laj ke uttor dilu)

Peha: (misikia hahi eta mari kole)..Tumi mota manuhor sai bostu tu dekhisane nai?

Mur lajote kan mur groom hoi goisil, sai somoyot jauno gyan ekebarei kom asile, soru lorar okonmani lingo mane susu tu dekhar bade moi eku dekhai nasilu.. aamar sai somoyot mobile-internet eku nasil, pornography magazine sohoje pua nogoisil, saie class 10’t poha conservative ghoror suali ejonir babe tene dhoronor eku gyan huar kothai nasil. Moi eku namati lajote tol mur kori thakilu….bhabilu pehai nu aibur ki sudhi ase…

Peha.Tumar kebol kitabor gyan he ase.. roba… tumak aaji bostu eta dekhuam…

Sai buli koi peha lahekoi chair khonor pora uthi room’r pora ulai gol. Teu duar khiriki bur check kori, aaita sule ne nai sai khub sambhob bathroom’r porau ahil. Aaitar room’tu ghor tur aan tu murot..okole rati teu uthi aahibou nuare obosye.. Moi ut-konthare 5 minute man roi aasilu.Peha 5 minute pasot akou mur room’le aahil, duar khonor huk tu logai mur bisona khonot vori uthai bohi lole, muk kole-- sau eaiphale aaha…Moi pohar chair khonor pora lahekoi uthi aahi pehar sonmukhote bisonat bohilu..tetia loike mur eku idea nasil..iar pasot ki hobo..pehai ki koribo…ki dekhuabo…

Aaibar pehai teu pindhi thoka lungi khon laheke kusai aathur uporoleike uthai dile, moi alop bujibo parisilu, mur voi,ut-kontha, laj, aru bohut kiba kibi bhab hoisil. Pehai kole..tumi ketiau nedekha bostu eta dekhuam, bhoi nokoriba.. aru kaku eku nokoba…Moi mur dupialu..Aaibar teu lungi khon sompurno koi dangi kokalor upor puai dile…Hey bhagawan…mur soku tor tor ke mel khai gol..Purno boyosko purushor prothom lingo darshan..moi jibonot prathom baror babe mota manuhor lingo dekhilu…iman dangor hobo pare buli moi bhobai nasilu. Pasot obosye gom pau je pehar lingotut koiu dangor aru lomba lingo  purushor thake. Pehai lingotu muthi mari dhori tar aagtur sal khon pisole tani ronga aag tu uliai dile. Pehar lingo tu bohut lomba nasil, kintu lingor aag tu kath-phular dore (mushroom head) mosto dangor aru sokot asil, aag tu tik tikia ronga, lingo to badami rongor, aru jothestho sokot asil. Usah nisah luar dore saitu kopi asil…

Pehai muk kole: dekhila?

Moi mur dupialu.

Peha: Sui saba neki?

Moi…..eku namatilu….

Peha: Aag bahi aha…sui sua… eku nohoi…

Moi: ….Kunubai gom pale ki hobo… apuni jauk goi.. sui thakok goi…

Peha: tumi ekdom aakori suali.. belege keneke gom pabo… aamar duitaar vitorort jodi kuneu nokoi tenehole aan manuhe keneke gom pabo…. Aaha sui sua.. eku nohoi..

Aai bar pehai mur hat khonot dhori laheke gar kasole muk tani sopai lole..hat ekhon dhori lingotut logai dile…Kole: muthi mari dhora…Moi muthi mari dhorilu, birat gorom hoi aasil.. lingotur tolot eta prakando andakosh (testis) guteitu kola kesere (bal) bhora, lingor gurituo kesere bhora, kekura kekura kesh, dui edal boga porisil…Pehai kole lahe lahe pitiki thaka… mur onobhigyo hatere pehar lingo tu pitikibo dhorilu… Pehai sikai dile… eneke nohoi ..aaga pisa kori pitika, moi ekanto badhyo satrir dore hatere moithun koribo dhorilu.. pehai soku mudi moja lobole dhorile…teu kokalor pora lungi khon ekebare aatorai pelai ardha nangaath hoi gol. Murhe  laj lagisil…kintu gorom lingo tu pitiki khub bhal lagisil…Pehai soku meli kole: mur bostutu dekhila, sulau..tumar bostu mane..phul pah dekhua aako.(mur juni khonor kotha koisil). moi lajot akou ebar mori jua jen palu..moi bhori khon kusai teur aagot mur kolaphul-korongon duta dhaki frok tu tani tuni bohilu, voioete hat khon pehar lingor pora aatorai anilu…Pehai lahekoi bohar pora uthi athu kahi lole…lingo to ekdom sphit hoi birat aakar dharon korisil..Muk kole sau tumi sui dia, muk lahekoi hatere dhori suai dile..bhori dukhon lomba kori dile.. Moi sui porilu..Pehai mur frok tu lahe lahe kusai kokal pualehi,,panty tu nasilei. moi lajote soku mudi hat dukhonere mur juni khon dhakibole sesta korilu, okoman patol kesh (bal) aasil…Pehai lahekoi mur hat dukhon aatorai dile.. teu duta angulire mur junir pahi duta okoman meli dhorile..moi gom nupuakoi juni khon jipal hoi aasil. Eta anguli junir phak tut bulai dile..mur sarbo sorir jikar khai uthisil.. moi jen setona heruai pelaisilu, pehai athukahi sapori aahi mur junir mukhot teur uth jur guji dile…jivare junir pahi duta melibo sestha korile, muk kole bhori dukhon bukur phale uthai kusai meli dia…tumak eta moja dim…enekua moja bohut sualie biyar pasotu napai.. moiu akou ekanto badhyo satrir dore bhori dukhon kusai mur juni khon meli dhorilu…..aaahhh ki je onubhuti.. jibonot prothom purushor uthhor poros. Moi tetia bhabai nasilu je mota manuhe maiki manuhor junit uth logai, jiva bhorai, junir ros paan kore… mur jibonor aai prothom abhigyta mur babe pasot eta nisa hoi goisil.. moi jetiai jauno sambhog (sex) korisilu sodai bisarisilu partner jone sambhog’r aagot mukh moithun (oral sex) korok, mur juni khon uthere pihi pelauk… mur junir ros paan korok… mur babe sex manei hoisil oral sex.. tar pasot he aasol sex.. moi jur kori holeu juni khon suhibole sokoluke soiman koruaisilu… sai bur kotha pasor kahini burot akou likhim baru..

          Pehai 15 minute man mur juni khonr soite uthere,jivare aru datere kumol koi kamuri kheli thakil, mur sotej (fresh) junir ros jen hepah poluai khabole dhorile.. moi aamejot sot-fotai thakilu…oohhh etiau vabile mur sai onubhuti sojib hoi pore.. aai bar pehai mur tuli kole –tumi uluta hoi lua.. pet pelai sua… moiu teu kuar dorei uluta hoi pet pelai garut mukh guji sui dilu… bhabilu pehai akou ki kore.. aaji sage sai mosto lingo tu mur junit sumuaboi… iman soru bat tut sumabone..? moi uluta huar pasote pehai mur athu duta okoman kusai muk sewa korar dore korai dile (doggy position), teu mur pisfale nije athu kahi mur nitombo (topinar) fak tu dui hatere meli dhorile.moi gom palu teu mur guhyadwar (pukor) r futa tut nak tu logai dighol koi usah lobo dhorise…teu ki korise…pehai mur guhydwar mane pukor’r phuta tu sungibole dhorise… mur odvut anubhob hoisil…aaibur ki korise…tar pasot teu jivare mur guhyadwar’r bat tu (the brown anal ring) selekibo dhorile… moi sukhot mori jua jen palu…. Hey bhagawan immman val lagene.. teu purush sulobh dath uth khon mur sai letera bat tu hesi dhorile… rati 11 ta bajisil…ghoror sokolu manuh biya ghorot… moi pohibole ahi jibonor ataitkoi proyojonio sikhya grahon kori asilu… sai sikhya’ei mur jibonor proti dharona belege kori dile.. moi kamuk aru jauna sukh’t  nimmoji val pua ejoni nari loi paribratito holu.

          Pehai 10 minute man mur pukor tu seleki muk akou ulutai suai dile…moi upor mur korilu, teu muk kole…kenekua lagil? Val lagil ne… kaku eku nokoba …tumak enekua sukh moi akou dim..etia muku okoman moja dia… teu dui bhori mur dehor dui fale di aag bahi ahi prokando lingotu mur uthot logai dile.. moi ki koribo lage jana nasilu, sungi salu eta phur-phuria gundho.. okoman Julia hoi asil aagtu. purushor kam ros (pre cum). Teu kole sorute lollipop khaisila nohoi…tenekei aaitu supa.. mur monor pora ghin aru letera bhab tu nuhua hoi goisil… ji jon manuhe mur guhyadwar selekibo pare moinu kio teur lingo tu suhibo nuarim..moi dui hatere pehar lingo tu dhori lollipop supar dore supibo dhorilu.. moi janai nasilu kenedore suhile purushor bhal lage.. pehai muk sikai dile,… kole.. guti dutar (testis’r) gurir pora jiva khon bulai ahi lingo tu uthor majot sepi jivar aagtu lingor okonman fak tu logai dia…moi takei korilu…lingo tu mur mukhor lelawoti aru teur kam rosere ekdom bijolua hoi goisil…10 minute man moi supi thakilu…iar pasotu mur porobroti jauno sambhog burot moi sokoluke mukh moithunor sukh disu…dia nai matro mur swamik…mur swamir aagot moi sodai aajoli suali joni hoi thaku...etiau…mur husband’e muk sati-sabitri buliei bhabe…baru sai bur pasor kotha.     

          Pehai olop pasote teur lingo tu mur uthor major pora mukto kori akou bisona khonor pas fale gol. Akou ebar athu kahi sapori mur juni khon suhibole dhorile..aaibar besi somoy nohoi..dui minute man suhi teu nijor lingo tu mur junit sumuabole udyot hol..mur bhison voi lagil… moi dui hatere akou juni khon dhakibole dhorilu… moi kolu: pliz peha saitu nokoribo…bostu tu nobhorabo.. moi pregnant hoi jam.., Pehai kole voi nakhaba, tumar eku nohoi, pregnant nuhua. Moi janu nohoi ki koribo lage.. tumar bohut moja lagibo..prothome okoman bikhabo, pasot birat moja lagibo..tumi chinta nokoriba..moi tu soru lora nohoi..mur control ase..pehai ki controlor kotha koisil moi tetia buji pua nasilu, pasot buji palu obosye. Pehai mur sanka bur dur kori lingo tu hatere muthi mari mur junir mukhot logai okoman hesi dhorile…oo hu najai, birat soru bat.. aaibar teu eta anguli mur junit sumuabole dhorile..okoman bikhaisil…tar pasot ekeloge duta anguli sumuai dile.tol upor kori dile. Pehai muk kole; tumar mukhot ghoha kiba cream ase neki.. moi ase buli kolu..kolu bisonar kasor soru dressing table khonote ase..peha position tur pora nami goi cream tu loi aanile , okomam cream uliai teur angulit logai mur junir vitor phale sani lole, teur lingo tut u sani lole, gar pora ekmatro ganjee tu khuli sampurno nangoth hoi poril..  mosto pet tu, numere bhori thoka buku khonere pehak eta doityo jen lagisil. Doityo tue mur kumolia deho tu jen samori sutori aaji upobhug koribo. Ganjee tu khuli teu eta garu (pillow) ani tat pari lole aru garutu mur topinar tolot sumuai dile… moi mathu nirobe pehak sohojug kori golu..pehai akou ebar position lole, athukahi alop sapori cream logai lua lingotu mur junir mukhot hesi dhorile..okoman sumai gol..akou alop jur dile.. aru okoman sumai gol. Moi sokure dhua kua dekhilu. eta prosondo bikh hoisil. Soku pani ulai aahibo dhorisil…kunumote mat tu uliai kolu..peha pliz aji koribo nalage..mur khub bikhai se moi mori thakim.. Pehai hauli aahi mur gar uproot sui poril, eta prokando doityoi muk abori dhora jen lagisil. Teu mur uth jur teur uthor majot sumua suhi dile..mur jibonor prathom purushor suma..aahh eifale mur bikh tu okoman komi ahisil.. pehai mur frok tu dingi loi ke ujai loi mur soru piya dutau etar pasot eta koi suhibole dhorile. Kesuai gakhir khuar dore piyah suhi muror sulit aanguli bulai teu okon okon koi kokal utha-noma kori lingo tu sumuai asil. Mur bikh tu komi aahisil. eta somoyot gom paisilu pehar mosto lingotur ¾ th man etimodhoye mur junir gohborot sumai gol. Aaibar teu alop ghonai aru jur di kokal solabole dhorile.. muru bikh tu komi aahat lahe lahe bhal lagibo dhorile. Moromote moi teur gatu saboti dhorilu, bhori dukhon dangi teuk kokalot jopotiai dhorilu, pehaiu utsah pai mur logot sampurna sambhog koribole dhorile. Teu maje maje muk sudhi gol; bhal lagisene nai? Moi oo aah kori thakilu, eku uttor dibo pora nasilu. 10 minute man kokal soluar pasot teu hothat lingotu uliai aanile aru mur bukur uproot mane piyah dutar uproot bijolua dath halodhia cream jatio bostu khini pelai dile..pehar brijyo…sperm… sai khini mur juni garbhot pora hole moi garbho dharon korilu hoi…tetia he buji palu pehai kua control’r kotha.

Ocotobor mahotu nisa 11-12 bojat ami duita ghami jami juruli jupuri hoisilu, mur jibonor prothom jauno anubhub.. sambhog’r sukh ki moi saidina buji palu.tar pasot aru moi dunai ubhoti sua nai, pehai science’r teacher huar babe muk bohut kotha sikai dile,… mahekiya huar kiman din pasot mukto bhabe sambhog koribo pora jai.. jaunotak dush buli bhabibo nalage… somoy subidha aru proyojon mote sambhog koribo lage.. jauno sambhog prati jon purush mohilar dehor khudha nibaronor babe proyojon. Pehai muk iar pasot aru bohut kotha sikaisil… jar babe moi ejoni pakoit kamini hoi porisilu..pehai koisil.. aai bur kam sodai sabodhane koriba..tar babe poha suna dhilai nidiba… mur jauno sikhyar guru jonor kotha maniei moi porobroti somoyot bohutu abhisar korisu, poha sunau bhal dore korilu, jibonot man,sanman, karma aru sambhog sukh sokolu labh korisu..

          Pehai muk koisil purusor brijyo paan korile henu narir  dehot sakti ahe, dehor aakorshan bahe, dhunia aru jaubona hoi thake, moi kotha tu kiman sasa najanu kintu subidha pale mukh -moithun kori kaiba baru brijyo gili pelaisu, pehai mur piyah’r uproot pori thoka brijyo kihini angulire gutai ani mur uthot logai dile..eta keha keha mitha suad paisilu..moi jivare uth khon seleki pehar brijyo gili pelaisilu..

Okonman somoyor pasotei peha uthi gol, muk kole mukh hat dhui sui thakiba, aajir pora tumi aru kumari nohoi.. teu garutut pari lua ganjee tu hatere uthai lole, tat okon man tej lagi aasil…mur kumari junir sati shedd’r tej… mur kaumarjyo horon kori peha room tur pora ulai gol.. alop somoy sukh nidrat thaki moiu uthi goi bath room’r pora aahi sui porilu, sorir tu bikh bikh lagi thakil…tuponi aahi goisil…

Peha aru ek rati aamar ghorot thakil, pis dina sokolure biya ghorot kora tuponi khoti. Maa deuta aru dada sun kale vat pani khai suboloi gol. Moi pohi thakilu… pehai ingit di koi gol.. room’r duar khon khuli rakhiba..moiu notun suad puar aasat us-pisai thakilu… pohat mon bohai nasil.. thik 10 ta man bojat peha sumai aahil, khub santropone..ekdom sup sap koi sumai duar’r huk tu logai dile.. muk sup-sap thakibole ingit di bisonale uthil, moiu poha tabulor pora nije uthi teur kas paluhi. Muk subole ingit dile,badhyo sualir dore sui dilu, kalir dore suti frok tu pindhi aasilu.pehai u lungi aru gangee.pehai mur frok tu sampurna koi khuli pelale, ekebare nangoth hoi golu, teu nijor lungi aru gangee tu khuli lole.. aami aadim purush aru mohila hoi porilu..aaji pehai notun dhoronere aarambho korile, mur bhorir pothanole goi mur bhorir aanguli bur eta eta koi supi , tolua, kolaphul, korongonot uth bulai kamuri kokalor phale aag bahi ujai aahil..jauno gyanot teu ejon pakoit silpi (artist) aasil, jen kamdev he.. mur uttejona sorom hoi goisil. Aagdinar dore mur junir logot uth jiva aru datere khelibole dhorile, mur junir bhagnangkur (female penis) tut jiva dat logai muk bolia kori dile…tar pasot muk ulutai aag ratir dore aathu kohai dile… montu val lagi goisil.. mur guhyadwar simply kobole gole pukoror futa tut jiva bulai utrawol kori pelale…

Hey bhagawan… ki je moja lagisil… pehai muk kole moiu teuk tenekua sukh dibo lage.. aaibar teu nije aathukahi topina uthai muk pis fale jabole ingit dile… aasorit hoi golu.. kalir dore teur lingor kasot kesh (bal) bur nai.. ekdom safa kori thoise, teur lingotu pisfalor pora tani suhibole lolu, ekedinai moi bohut expert hoi goisilu..mukhor lelawoti logai lingotu bijol kori dilu, tar pasot pehar pukoror phutatu suo nusuo koi jiva khon logalu..moi bhabar dore letera jen nalagil..pehai sage bhal dore sabun champoo di dhui aanise.. okoman seleki jiva ghurai dilu… pehar mukhor sukhot aahh aahh sobdo ulabo dhorile.. Aai bar moi sui porilu , peha mur dehar uproot uthi lingo sthaphon kori kokal sanchalon kori sambhogot lipto hol.. sambhog korute mur uth piyah dingi kan sokolu seleki kamuri moromor atyasar kori gol… 15 minute man puno gotit sambhog korile, teur andakosh (testis) duta bhari hoi aahisil.. hothat lingotu uliai aani mur uthot guji dhorile.. hatere 30 second man tani tani hasto-moithun kori brijyo khini mur mukhot dhali dile… peha santo hol.. moiu brijyo paan kori olos bhabe pori thakilu.Pehai kole junir vitorot brijyo porile besi bhal lagibo.. metric exam di teu lukor ghorole ek mah man thokake muk jabole kole… aru bohut sikibo loga ase….

          Next dina peha gol goi.. juar somoyot muk bhal dore pohibo kole,,maa deutai suna ke muk teu lukor ghorole mati gol… moiu odhire bat salu… metric porikha ses hobo.. moi jam… 

Sambhog korute mur uth piyah dingi kan sokolu seleki kamuri moromor atyasar kori gol… 15 minute man purno gotit sambhog korile, teur andakosh (testis) duta bhari hoi aahisil.. hothat lingotu uliai aani mur uthot guji dhorile.. hatere 30 second man tani tani hasto-moithun kori brijyo khini mur mukhot dhali dile… peha santo hol.. moiu brijyo paan kori olos bhabe pori thakilu. Pehai kole junir vitorot brijyo porile besi bhal lagibo.. metric exam di teu lukor ghorole ek mah man thokake muk jabole kole… aru bohut sikibo loga ase….

Next dina peha gol goi.. juar somoyot muk bhal dore pohibo kole.. maa deutai suna ke muk teu lukor ghorole mati gol… moiu odhire bat salu… metric porikha ses hobo.. moi jam…

Porikha hobole bohu din aasil, moi peha juar pasot sot fotai aasilu, nijor sorir tu liriki bidari saisilu.. nijoke ulongo kori piyah duta pitiki pataki sau, aainar sonmukhot thio hoi nijor niputol deh tu sau.juni khon’t anguli bulau.. rati kotha bur monot porile mur junit pir-pironi hobole dhore…ketiaba rati gar pora sob kapur kani khuli garu tu jopotiai dhori , dui bhorir majot sumuai sot fotai tuponi jau… junir pora kamros ulai bijol bijol hoi thakisil..  Mur khub jauno basona hoisil…kam aasokti… Jur kori pohat mon bohuabole dhorilu..moi pohat iman kesau nasilu aru khub sukau nasilu..sesta korisilu..rati tuponi khoti kori pohisilu…mon tuk soiman koraisilu, porikhar pasot peha hotor ghorole jam…moi jaboi lagibo… nohole jen mur jibonei sunyo..zero…. tenekoie porikha dilu.. Porikhar dudin pasote deutak jur korilu..muk peha-pehir ghoroloi niboloi.. ek saptah manor pasot deutai muk loi gol… deuta ek rati thakiei ubhoti aahil.

Peha hotor ghorot mathu peha aru pehi he aasil.. Teulukor ekmatro suali joni..moi ba buli matisilu, mut koi tini bosor man boyosot dangor aasil. Ba tetia hostel’t thaki BA pohi aasil. Ba’r college soli thoka babe moi jua somoyot log napaluei.. moi kintu valei paisilu. Karon moi je beleg eta aasat he aaibar peha-pehir ghorole aahisu. Moi etia aru soru suali nohoi..bar logot umoliboloi.. moi bhor gabhoru 16 bosoria chanchala chapala ejoni dusto suali. Peha hotor ghor tu bohut dangor nasil. Tini sari ta man kutha aasil.. pehir suoni kuthar kasote ba’r room tu. Muk tate suboloi disil. Pehie rati muk duar’r  huk logai suboloi kole. Moi nologalu.. enei jopai tholu.. kintu moi bhabar dore rati eku nohol..adha rati loike ujagore thakilu.. bhabilu rati sage peha uthi aahibo.. nai naahil.. sot fotai sui thakilu.. okonman khong uthisil. Mur montu jedi hoi goisil.. moi iman aasa kori aahisu aru pehar khoborei nai. Pehir logot fosti mari sui ase.. mur pehir proti iirsha hoisil.. peha kio nai aaha.. Dinot peha school jai. Pehir logot din tu thakilu. Pehie muk moromu kore. Kintu peha school’r pora aahiu aagor dorei gohin hoi thake..bishesh kotha botorau napate.. mur khub khong uthisil.. “iiman gohin dekhuabole mon aasil jodi muk kio porikhaar pasot aahibole koisil”.. drwitio ratiu moi duar’r huk nologuake sui thakilu.. nai peha uthi aaha nasil.. mur dukhote soku pani ulai goisil.. mur bhison abhiman hoisil.. era mur jen juni khoneu kandisil..aru  mur montueu kandisil…enei aahilu neki?..Dinot dui ebar pehar kasot okolsoriake aasilu.. bhabisilu kiba kobo neki.. nai..teu eku nokole..jen eku huai nasil. Moinu nije kenekoi kou.. rati apuni kio naahil? Muk akou nokore neki?

Trwitio nisa. Moi aajiu eku aasa kora nasilu..suar alop somoy pasote mur sil-milia tuponi eta aahi goisil. Khut ke sabdo eta hol..sar pai golu..room tut eta dim light joli aasil. Sabdo tu suni moi soku meli salu.. “Peha”…peha sumai aahil, duar khon laheke huk logai mur bisonar usor palehi.. pindhonot matro lungi khon.. udong ga.. mur aathua khon dangi bisonale uthi aahil.. mur mon tu anondot nasi uthisil..oboseshot mur furibole aahar uddesya sarthak hobo..Peha bisonat uthi mur kasote sui poril. Muk teur gar fale sopai saboti dhorile.. muk sudhile.. tumar tuponi aaha nasil neki? Moi eku nokolu…teu hator muthite eta cadbury’s’r dangor chocolate aanisil,,muk kole aaitu lua.. tumar garur tolote thoi dia.. pasot khaba..moi chocolate tut loi abhimanote thun thunai teur bukut sumai golu.. numal buku khonot mukh guji.. kolu; apunak moi beya paisu

Peha: kio?

Moi: kali,porohi dudin kio aha nasil?

Peha: kenekoi aahu..Pehiera sar pai jai jodi..

Moi: aajinu keneke aahil?

Peha: Pehierai rati suar somoyot sodai egilas gakhir khai.. tat eta sleeping tablet miholai disu.. aaji rati tu teu aru sar napai.. aai sleeping tablet tu jugar korutei dudin lagil o.. bengi ..

Pehai aabdar kori muk bukut sumuai pithi khon pihi thakil.. moi eta soru chemis pindhi aasilu.. salwar kamij jur khuli chemis aru panty eta pindhi sui asilu… Pehai lahe lahe muk morom kori mur mukh khon tuli dhori uth jur teur uthere suhibo dhorile..teu muk jur ke saboti aasil.. mur konmani piyah duta teur bukur majot pistho hoi goisil.. mur mukhor vitorot pehai jiva khon sumuai dile.. mur jiva khon teu uthere suhibo dhorile.. teu kole tumar uth jur gakhir khua kesuar dore kumol..uth suhute pehar mukhor pora lelawati ahi mur mukhot sumai goisil..nai..  mur kintu ghin loga nasil.. basona enekuai.. aadim manobor kam-keli.. manuh sabhya hobo pare kintu basona ketiau ghrinoniyo hobo nuare..sex is never dirty..  aah ene sukh pua jonehe bujibo paribo…Pehai dui hatere  mur chemis tu uporole dangi gar pora khuli pelale.. piyah kita udong hoi gol.. muk upor mua ke suai teu nijeu kilakutir bhor di matha tu dangi uth logai kesuar dore mur dughdho ganthi duta supibo dhorile. Pehai kothin hatere mur kumolia piyah duta mardan korile..teu duta angulire mur piyah dutar dugdho ganthi (nipples) kita mridu bhabe pitiki disil..aangulit jen teur bidyut asil...mur piyah duta ton tonai goisil.. pehak sudhilu..apuni pehiku eneke korene? Pehai kole..tumar pehiera burhi hoi gol.. aji bohut bosor hol, aami aai bur korai nai..aagote korisilu..Pehai aaibar teur ekhon hat mur panty tur vitorot sumuai dile.. moi mur junir kesh bur ghorote safa kori aahisilu.. deutar razor khon loi ekdom safa kori thoisilu.. aaitu buddhi nije nije aahisil.. aaji-kaliu koru.. kintu razor byobohar nokoru… cream byobohar kori moi soghonai e safa kori thou..Pehai hat khon panty’r vitorot sumuai eta anguli mur junit vorai dile.. mur juni khon akou tight hoi goisil.. bohut din hol.. pehar logot sambhog kora.. pehai mur junir vitorot aanguli tu vorai pokai jen kiba susi uliai anile… purona ghier bottol’t anguli sumuar dore… moi gom paisilu.. teu aanguli tu uliai aani nijor mukhot sumuai uthere seleki mur junir rosor suad loisil…suad loga bostu eta khalehe manuhe anguli suhi khai…najanu teu mur junir rosor ki suad paisil...

Peha aaibar okonman uthi mur panty khuli pelale.. teu nijor lungi khonu khulile..muk kole; sau tumi pukor ubhota dia.. moi buji palu.. loge loge pukor ubhota hoi.. aathu kahi topina tu dangi dilu.. pehai muk ji koribo koisil moi takei koru..nije aag-bhag luar sakti tetia mur nasil.. moi jauno sukhor aassadonot nije kiba eta korar kotha bhabai nasilu… bhabisilu narie purushor aagot pati dibo lage,ji koribo loga ase purushehe kore..  ejoni sabi dia putolar dore pehar aadesh bur mani goisilu..pehai kole: tumak dia chocolate tu dia.. ha.… akou kole,chocolate tu dia, moi garur tolot thoi dia chocolate tu ulia dilu ..peha mur topina dutar pasot bohi khop-jhop koi chocolate tur bakoli (wrapper) tu gusale.. moi dhoribo pora nasilu.. bhabilu chocolate khai muk sambhog koribo..chocolate khale uttejona (sex) sage besi hoi… Nohoi, pehai ardha golito hua chocolate tu gusai pitiki etukura mur topinar major fak tut, mur pukor’r futa tut, aru aanguli bulai mur junir mukhot, junir vitorotu lipi gol.. Ohh god..moi bujibo parisilu..pehai ki koribo.. thikei teu aaibar chocolate logua mur topinar sep tu meli seleki suhi gol.. teu bohu din vukot thoka eta bonyo jontur dore seleka aarambho korisil... mur dehor puti gondho moi sai thai bur seleki-suhi okonu chocolate baki nuhuakoi safa kori pelale.. moi omol sukhot topina nosuai teuk sohojug korilu. Mur sarbo sorir kopi uthisil.. pir-pironit topina jur thir kori rakhibo pora nasilu..kut-kutai goisil mur dehor somosto nimno bhag…. tene abhigyata sob sualir bhagyot sage nahei…chocolate lepi guhyadwar, dui topinar major upoityokat ejon prapto-boyosko purushor jivar lehon..jiman pare dui hatere mur topinar khula duta meli pehai mukh khon guji disil.. peha jen mur dui topinar majot sumai jabo...teuk sohojug koriboloi moiu vori dukhon boholai meli dilu …. baki thakil mur juni aru junir vitorot lagi thaka khini.. mur junir vitorot chocolate aru junir rose eka-kar hoi goisil. Pehai kole aami eta beleg position’t mukh moithun korim.. teu muk bujai dile.. moi prothome bujiei pua nasilu.. pasot dhoribo parilu.. peha bisonat upor mua hoi sui gol. Moi teur mukhor uporote juni khon meli ulutake porilu.. mur mukh khon pehar lingo tur uporot.. (69 position) pehai bujai diar dore moi baki thoka chocolate khini teur lingo tut sani bole dhorilu.. mundi tur saal khon tani lahekoi ronga mur tu uliai lolu.. aangulire goli jua chocolate kon mundi tut sanilu.. eiphale pehai mur junir ros aru chocolate seleki suhi mur juni khon aangulire meli jivare moithun koribo dhorile.. mur junir surongo tut pehar jiva khon sumuai liriki disil..top top koi junir ros bagori ulai aahisil..pasot dekhisilu pehar uthor kuarit mur junir ros lagi asil..jiva khon vitoroloi sumuai jaute ek advut sur-suroni hoisil..edal sorisripe mur kumol juni khonor antardeshot bogai goise..ooh..moi najanu kiman narir junit enekoi sur-suroni hoise.. iphale moiu pakoit kamini sualir dore pehar lingo tu suhi chocolate bur seleki eruai safa korat lagilu.. pehar guti dutau seleki.. uthere malis kori dilu.. aaitu technique birat mojar technique .. eke somoyot dui jone mukh moithun koribo pare.. mur junir pora jen rosor nijora he boisil… aami bohut somoy enedore moithun korilu…

          Chocolate khai aamar hepah polai goisil..pehar kesh bihin andokosh tu kamuri uthere lehon di ekdom tul-tulia kori pelaisilu, pehai kole.. utha aami aasol kam tu koru..nohole deri hobo.. kaliloi akou dinot school ase..moi alop subou lagibo….rati bohut hol.. rati bohut hoisil kintu mur hepah polua nasil.. Moi pehar gar pora nami aahilu aru garu tur uporot sui dilu...pehau uthi lole.. teu mur vorir fale goi aathu kahi mur dui vori boholai meli aag bahi aahil..sambhog koribole saju hol…mur junir mukhot lingo tu sthapon kori oknman hauli aahi eta mridu hesa dile.. jodiu juni khon sop-sopia hoi aasil kintu bohut dinor aagotei sambhog kora babe akou bat tu sep khai kothin hoi porisil.. oknman hesat nusumai.. pehai hatere lingo tu dhori hesi-hesi sumuabole jatno korile…moi olop bikh anubhob korisilu jodiu prathom dinar dore bikhua naasil…prai aadha man lingo tu sumuar pasot peha mur gar uporot sampurno koi uburi khai poril.. mur uth jur suhile.. kanor loti kitau suhi dile.. birat val lagisil..iphale kokal tu utha noma kori lingo sanchalon khipro koribole dhorile…pehar lingor aagtu khub dangor aasil..saie teu lingo sanchalon korute eta “piston-pump” jen lagisil..pehai muk sudhile..tumar mahekiya hoboloi aru kiman din man aase? … moi monote gonti kori kolu.. ek saptah (one week) man aase hobola…Pehai kole.. aah..bohia kotha..aaji tenehole tumar pet bhorai dim.. moi bohu dinor poari bat sai aasilu.. tumaru bohut val lagibo..pehai brijyo khini mur junir vitorot eri diar kotha koisil.. mur mahekiyar  hisap tu pai pehar utsah dugun hoi goisil.. teu nijor aathu kita aru okonman kusai topina duta uporole dangi lole.. aru besi jur di lingo sanchalon koribole sestha korile…mur enekua laagisil jen mur kokal vangi jabo.. bisona khon mer merai goisil..kunuba pakot gutei lingo tu sampurnokoi bahirioloi uliai akou bhison jurot bhorai die.. birat prosondo sakti re pehai sambhog koribole dhorile… teu fupai pelaisil..pehai jen lingor pora samosto brijyo aajiei uliabo.. mur kokal bikhai goisil.. bohut somoy vori dukhon meli uporoloi uthai rakhiu asubidha paaisilu.. pehak kolu.. okonman lahe lahe koroksun..moi kosto paisu.. pehai kole.. aasolote teur pet tu henu besi dangor hoi goise,saie gutei lingo tu guri loike mur junit sumuabo pora nai..guri loike sumuai okonman ghon ghon ke  mari paani eribo..moi kolu gutei lingo tu nusumai jodi ki koribo.. moi tetia ekdom aajoli asilu.. pehai kole beleg eta upai koru.. hahi eta mari kole.. teur henu bohu dinor sasotia brijyo joma hoi ase, mur juni vorai sai khini eribo..aaji enei nosto hobo nidiu..pehar khub uttejona briddhi hoisil.. teu akou jur di lingo sanchalon koribole dhorile..pehar prokando andokosh (testis) kita eta tupular dore ulomi mur topinar tol bhagot,thik juni aru pukor tur major topinar angsot dhakka mari aasil.. pehar ekuta khundat mur 16 bosoria kumol dehatu vagi goisil... bonoriya mokhona moh etar dore pehai muk thekesi thekesi sambhog korisil…

          Moi university’t pohi thakute sishur jauno utpiron’r (child’s sex abuse-topic) bisoy tu khub alosona hoisil.. hostle’t logor suali bure kotha patisil..moi nirobe kotha bur suni thaku..tetia bhabisilu pehaiu baru muk jauno soshan korisil neki.. pehar 50 bosor boyosot aasolote jauno sakhomota atut aasil..teuk nari dehar khub proyojon hoisil.. somo-boyosia pehir aan fale jauno aasokti komi goisil..saie pehai dehor vukot sot-fotai aasil. Teu otripto hoi asil. Somajot ejon sanmaniyo byokti hua babe jote-tote eku koribou nuare.. thik tene somoyot moi teur babe sahoj chikar hoi goisilu..aasolote chikar buli koleu vul hobo..teu muk morom kori khub aaloh udohere sambhog korisil.. aru 15-16 bosor boyosot moi jona buja suali hoi goisilu..mur deh tueu sai somoyot jauno sukh bisarisil..saie peha aru mur sambondho tu soshan (abuse) naasil..prem jodiu teur falor pora eke barei naasil..moi kintu nojonakoie teur logot premot pori goisilu sage...prtahome tenekoie bhabisilu...pasot obosye bujisilu..saia prem nohoi .. jauno aakorshan he aasil..moi matro teur pora jauno adhikar he bisarisilu..saiaau alop dinor karonehe.. Moi jetiai mur porobroti jauno sangi jonok paisilu… pehar proti thoka aakoarshon je prem naasil saia buji palu..kintu eta kotha koboi lagibo je peha hol mur jaubonor pratham jon guru..jibonor sundor dish tu teu muk dekhuai goisil..jauno-kola (art of sexuality) moi teur porai sikisilu..moi kintu pehar usorot etiau kritogyo..  akou ubhoti jau mur kahini tuloi...

          Pehai teur prakando sorir ture muk aabori loi topina dangi khipro gotit lingo sanchalon korisil..kintu teu santoosto hua naasil.. muk kole eneke nohobo..tumi bisonat pothali koi sua..aai buli koi lingo tu uliai teu uthi gol..bisonar pora nami aathua khon kuli pelale.. muk bujai dile..teu kuar dore moi garu tu pothali koi loi mur dehor nimno bhag bisonar ekdom kasor fale di topinar tolot aru eta garu pari bhori dukhon ulomai akou sui dilu..Peha mojiaat thio hoi aasil.. moi akou vori meli dhorilu..peha aahi mur dui vorir majot thio hol hi..teur lingo tu sphit hoi aasil..lingor mur tu mur junir rosere bijolua hoi aasil...peha okonman hauli mur junit lingo tu sthapon kori hesi dile..teu mur vori dukhon dangi topinar dui fale bisonat uthai lole..mur juni khon besi koi aag bahi gol..aaibar teur babe subidha besi hol..aru olop jur di “fosok” koi sabdo eta kori teur mosto lingotu mur junit sumuai dile...aahh...jen mur garbho loike ekura jwalonto jui sumai gol..epat brajja.. .mur konmani juni khonot kop-kopiakoi pehar lingotu khap khai goisil... moi tetia he bujilu..pehai gutei lingo tu mur junit je aagote sumuaboi pora nasil.. Pehai thio hoiei lingo sanchalon akou aarambho korile..besi jur di koriboloi teu hauli mur gar fale aahil, hat dukhonere mur piyah dutar dui fale bheja di kokal solabole dhorile.. aah.. saidina mane mur jibonor trwitio sambhog’r rati he moi buji paisilu lingo’r ki sakti.!.kiman sukh egoraki narik eta mokhona lingoi dibo pare.!..lingotur pratitu khundat moi sihori uthisilu..anandot mur mukhere ashfut bhasat suhuri eta futi ulaisil..mur furtite siori diboloi mon goisil.. pehai dehor sarbo shakti proyog kori lingo sanchalon kori aasil...moi sukhot uti vahi goisilu..andokosh tu ulomi mur pukorot khundiai aru ek sukhor juar vattar sristi korisil..moi sai juar-vattat uti-vahi goisilu…vori dukhon aakasar fale punai meli disilu... bohut somoy dhori pehai lingo sanchalon korisil...pasot bhabisilu sai rati sage teu kiba tablet khai aahisil..purushor jauno uttejona briddhi kora tablet... obosye moi nichito nohoi.. peha fupai jhupai vagori porisil.. ebar teu bau vori khon bisonat uthai lole..ekhon vorir uproot thio hoi akou lingo sanchalon korisil...prai 5 minute man pasot teu akou dui vorit thio hoi mur gar fale aag bahi aahil ..hator bheja tu aatorai muk jopotiai dhori piyah dutar kasere pithi khon saboti dhorile. Muk jen pihi pelabo..iman jur ke saboti dhorisil je mur uhsah nihsah bandho hobo jen lagisil...aaibar eta sroyongkio jantro’r dore teu lingo sanchalon tibro kori tulile...jantrana ne sukhanuvuti moi dhoribo pora nasilu ki hoise....komeu 3-4 minute ...aamar duitar mukherei ashfut vashar gengoni ulai aahisil...ooo..aahhah..oooo...aahhh...koi.. pehai eta tibro khushon dile..teur aandokosh sangkusito hoi aahisil..kokal tu hesi dhori.lingotu jiman vitorole jab pare siman vitorole hesi eta prosondo khus mari teu brijyo skhalon korile... kolohor kane pani dhalar dore teu brijyo skhalon korisil..teu sarbo sorir kopi uthisil.brijyo bur ebarot nohoi dui tini bar man panir fuara etar dore lingor pora ulaisil...bohut brijyo...mur junir vitor khon vori porisil….gorom topot luha goli jen mur garbhot sumaisil...pehai brijyo tyag kori mur gar uporote pori thakil..lahe lahe pehar lingo tu soru hoi aahil..junir sap tu komi aahisil..era mur juni khonor soru surongo tue teur brijyo khini gutai pitai dhori rakhibo para nasil..okon okon koi saia nigori bahiroloi ulai ahisil..mur topinar kasere boi aahi pukoror futa tut lagisil..kai tupal man goi mojiatu porisil.. pehai jen thikei koisil..bohu dinor sasotia prem-ros..

Obosehot peha triptire uthi gol ..muk kopalot suma eta khai..sob thik thak kori sui thakibole koi gol.. moi aru 10 minute man pori thakilu.. aanguli eta junir mukhot bulai brijyo dutupal man aani seleki salu.. fur-furia mitha-keha suad.. okonman sungi salu...eta motolia kora subah....

Pisdina khon mur juni khon for-forai aasil..lingor gharsanot obosta beya hoi goisil.. epah belta khua morohi jua phulor dore junir pahi mel khai aasil.. khuj kahuteu okonman dupiai dupiai khuj kahisilu…pehie dinot ebar sudhisilei..ki hol..kokal punai khuj kaha nai je.. moi kolu kokal tu sirik koi marisil,sai karone sage.. pehie kothatu iman gurutwa nidile.. Dinor somoyot peha eneke thakisil jen eku huai nai.. teuei prithibir sokolutkoi gohin byokti..pehie sandeh korar kunu obokasei nasil..

Akou rati peha ahil.. ekedore chocolate loi aahisil.. aag ratir dore aami aarambho korisilu.. pehai muk sikaisil....keneke teur kokalor uoprot bohi dui vori duphale di junit lingo sumuai suali manuheu nijor dokholot sambhog koribo pare..moi teur gar uproot uthi sai rati nijei ghura soluar dore kokal sanchalon korisilu.. Peha prai protyek ratiei mur logot dui ghonta man kotaisil.. pehar porai sikilu.. poshur dore pisfalor pora keneke sambhog kore.. edin teu muk aathukohai nije mojiat thio hoi pis falor pora lingo vorai sambhog korisil. Manuhor dehot lukai thoka supto poshutwo enekoie sage sar pai uthe, saie sage tene dore kukur-mekurir doreu manuhe sambhog kori aadim kaloloi ubhoti jabo khuje...moi kintu saitu upaiu bohut bar bybohar korisu..tenedore korile junir vitorot thik urdho bhagot eta khunda lage..jitu sadharon bhabe narir uproot purush uthi kora sambhogot pua najai..moi eta kotha bujisilu je lingotu besi dangor holehe teneke sambhog korar mojatu besi hoi..

Pehai ketiaba teur kulat bohuaiu muk morom korisil.ulongo hoi moi teur kulat bohisilu..teu u ulongo hoi thik lingo tur uproot muk bohuai loisil.. topinar major fak tut lingo tu dhor forai thakisil…pasfalar pora aalfule saboti dhori mur dingi-kanot kamuri seleki morom korisil..ekhon hatere mur piyah duta pitiki..dugdho-ganthi malis korisil.. aru ekhon hator aanguli mur junir vitorot sumuai angulire moithun kori disil..moi nijor aangulire pasot moithun koribole sestha korisilu,kintu nije kori ekdom val nalagisil..pehai korute bohut moja lagisil..Porobroti somoyot hua jauno abhigytat dui ejone mur junit aanguli vorai moithun kori disil..val lage..Enedore pehar logot hua saririk milonot moi bohutu abhigyta aahoron korisilu..kisuman pasot byobohar korisilu.. kintu eta kotha, mur swamir logot hua milonot moi eku kam nije nokorisilu.. nitya noimitrik sambhog koru..tetia mur pehar kotha..aru baki bohutor kotha monot porisil..bishesh koi aamar driver gokul, collegor ejon sir aru mur sohur deutar kotha.. obosye sohur deutar logot mur kamona – basona etiau ses hua nai..moi swamir pora nupua sambhog sukh tekhetor usorot sude-mule adai kori lou….saia aru bohut kotha, pasot nichoy kom.

Peha hotor ghorot ek mah thakim buli goi mur der mah hoi goisil..ghorole juar nam gundh nuluat deuta aahi muk loi goisil….pehai eku kua nasil...pehie koisil..result dibole etiau bohu din aase, aru kaidin man thakibo parile heten..college’t admission loletu phuriboloi somoyei napabo.. deutai pasot akou aahibo buli koi muk ghoroloi loi aahil..

Peha hotor ghorole tar pasotu bohu bar goisu..biar aagoloike kaiba baru goisu.. ba joni ghorot thoka somoyot gole eku nohoisil.. eneu pasoloi pehar proti mur aakorshon komi aahisil.. moi itimodhye aru annoy lingor suad lav kori.. mur jauno abhisar’r kahini aagbohai goisilu...